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Cake day: May 31st, 2024

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  • When I was in my 20’s, I always gave 200% at the jobs I worked at. I was young and naive and believed I would eventually be rewarded for all the hard work I put in, even on weekends and night shifts.

    Then I got burnout, because I was working at a pace my body just couldn’t sustain anymore.

    It changed my life drastically. I learned to value my health and free time and to prioritize that over the needs of my employer. I learned that hard work doesn’t neccessarily bring you any benefits, it mostly benefits your employer. I also learned that nobody cares when your health is fucked up - for your employer, you’re just a cog in the machine that can be replaced.

    Nowadays I only work four days a week and I don’t give a shit about what happens on Fridays anymore. Server is down? Not my problem, get someone else to fix it.

    I also learned to stand up for myself. I’m not getting paid like a monkey anymore and if you promise me a raise and then pretend like that never happened afterwards, you’ll have my resignation on your desk, printed out by the company printer right in front of you.







  • Relatable. I’ve been working in IT for over eight years now. I didn’t study it because I didn’t qualify for university and people constantly told me I am so bad at math that I would never work in the field. Here I am, doing exactly that, just because I was really interested in computer stuff in my youth and learned something new almost every day just by myself.

    I was also able to study at a design school for two years. I have already used this knowlege to design brochures, logos and various other things for customers successfully. My art teacher in school always said to me I would never be able to do something like this because she just didn’t like my art style.

    I’m glad I never listened to all of these people and did indeed follow my passion. The added bonus is that I actually like my job (most of the time).





  • Some of them did it partly in software, though - and they were less compatible. The European FAT models all worked like that.

    Sadly, the fully-backwards compatible models are all ticking timebombs, unless you get the RSX chip replaced with a later model. It’s a problem with the underfill on the chip which resulted in the YLOD, which is basically Sony’s variant of the red ring of death.

    I have an early FAT model and it still runs stable, but I’m afraid to use it because I know it will fail eventually if I do. It does look sexy asf though!


    • Shadow Man
    • Turok 1 + 2
    • Quake 2 (that OST kicks ass)
    • Duke Nukem 3D
    • Descent 3
    • Commander Keen 4-6
    • PowerSlide
    • Ubisoft POD (Planet of Death)
    • Terminal Velocity
    • Tron 2.0

    The biggest part of my childhood was Shadow Man. It was the first game I ever played that built a big world to explore with excellent narration and a good sense of progress. It felt rewarding to finally play all the way through to the end after many months. Some of the levels and music gave me nightmares as a child, but it was worth it.

    I enjoyed a lot of story-driven games since then, but this one will always have a special place in my heart. It’s so cool that NightDive remastered it recently.



    • proper adblocking with AdAway
    • ability to patch official apps to remove ads and improve the usability with ReVanced
    • being able to root the device and use HttpToolkit to analyze the data that flows from apps to the web
    • extensive customization (I can choose my own launcher and keyboard application)
    • proper file management, especially with Total Commander
    • watching Dolby Vision .mkv files with mpv
    • price (iPhones are all way too expensive)
    • Apple’s stance against repairability

    And this point is more hardware-related, but I’ve started to really love my Nothing Phone and its LED lights on the back, which produces amazing photos because the light is much softer than the small flash used by other phones. There isn’t a single Apple device with a feature like this. You could probably get a case, but it’s nice to have this integrated into the phone.






  • I met a girl in art school and lost track of her for a few years. During the pandemic we found each other again. He was trans now, identified as a male and had massive anxiety and body-image related problems.

    It was so bad, that he stayed at home for weeks, only ordered food and basic needs online and got an instant panic attack when leaving the house.

    I dragged him out to various events and spent time with him as much as possible for almost two years. It helped him get back on his feet.

    As soon as he was able to handle his life without my help again and met another guy, he ghosted me.

    That hurt a lot, but I would do it again. I still remember visiting him one day and he just started cutting into his arm in front of me because of his mental issues, it was really brutal. I would’ve felt like an absolute asshole if I left right then and there, even if the outcome wasn’t positive for me in the end.

    I hope he’s doing well now and maybe one day realizes that he shouldn’t have treated me the way he did. I don’t want gratitude, but an apology would be nice.